Ayesha rindu kat Adham

Yesterday was a teary day for me and Ayesha. Dengan tak semena2, after I came back from work, she came, leaned her head against my chest, hugged me and cried.
"Kenapa Ayesha...?"
"Ayesha rindu kat Adham..."
At first I smiled. But when she continued..
"Ayesha nak main ngan Adham...Ayesha nak bawak dia pi jalan-jalan...Ayesha rindu kat dia Mama. Boleh tak kita ambik dia balik dari kubur?"
My tears fell down like raindrops.... It was too touchy for me cos I didn't expect such words from my 4 year old.
"Tak boleh sayang..Allah dah ambik Adham...Dia dah jaga Adham baik-baik...Nanti kat Akhirat, kita boleh jumpa dia", I tried to console myself and her. Then Ayesha continued on sobbing and talking to herself..
"Deham...kakak rindu kat Deham...kakak nak jumpa Deham..."
My blouse was wet with both our tears. Rasa kesian sangat bila Ayesha cakap macam tu. I really have to get another baby for her to play with as soon as possible. Well, for me too as I'm ready more than ever for another one now. We have been trying but no luck so far.
O Allah, help me on this!